Summer so far.

Summer so far has been pretty good. like 3 days ago i met this guy and his name is J.P. He is such a sweetheart. He lives with his mom who is single and has 5 kids and he helps take care of them. he takes out garbage and plants for him mom and stands up for his little siblings. he is cute two. he has hazel eyes and is muscular. and he is just awesome. but no matter i think about J.P. i think about brandon but idk if i should. well im going to talk to J.P.'s mom. she loves me. later guys
love yah

today was good.

So. i went osee my step dad's dad today in the hospital. he was good. he was real happy to see me. lol and i was glad to see him. and he was doing real well. my mom apologized to me today. she told me everything that everyone else had been tellin me. im stayin the night here at the house and its good. she came and got with this chick names angie. she is a friend of my moms and she was in a real bad car wreck. she was ran over by a car and drugged. and it was bad. but she is ok now and is alive and well. she is friends with my mother now so that is good. people under estimate her alot. but so yah. well im gunna go. bye.

I just need to turn to God

So the past couple of weeks have been stressful. My mom tried to commit suicide by ODing. and she said that it was my fault that she did it. IM ONLY 15!!! and my papaw had a heart attack and a 5 way bypass. and i hyperventalated and Oh my sweet Lord Jesus. I need help. It is just too much ffor me to handle. and i was also dianosed with Depression. so thats don't help. my grandad isn't doing very well. my uncle dad died. ugh!!!! to much. i just need prayers. please.
on the flip side. im rededicating my life to Jesus and my uncle is doing it. im in the youth Group at church and i love it. i was born in this church so its good. i love it. and im gittin money and so its ok there. im saving up too. im driving too. yay!!!. well im going to go. my laptop is about to die. and im sleepy and i have to clean.
love yah guys.
please pray!!!!
God Bless

UPDATES! UPDATES! UPDATES!!!

Sorry i have been gone for so long. alot of things have happend sice july 2007. Well my mom has lost over 100 lbs. and good for her. I have moved back to taylorsville for good. I was being threatened and alot of other things were happening and it was just too much. i simply refused to go to school. LOUISVILLE SUCKS AND DOSEN"T NEED TO EXIST!!!!! thats how i feel about it. I also got my nose peirced. and jeni if you still read these... don't think anything bad about that. i like it and it doesn't look bad and it dosen't resmble that im a bad person or drugie or anything like that. so in the last year i made a very good friend. or thats what i thought until she turned her back on me and is now eggin my house and cars. so yah. and she stole somehting from me. but Suzie Alvey... omgsh. God help her! she is Bi. and feels no need to think that it is wrong. So i told her that even the bible says it was wrong. and she said that if im such a Christian then why am i judging her. and all i siad was that im not judgin you but im trying to hellp you. and she ended up callin me a bad person and that everything i have been through in my life is bad. and that is not the case. she dosen't even know me and my life or what i have been through. oh speakin of that. i have also lost contact with my dad again. and it sucks. i hate not being like but i guess all n all i'd rather be hated for who i am than loved for who im not. Kirstin. that one that lost her dad because he killed him self. yah she is okay. her grandmother hates her now. Her grandmother told her that she is fat [when she is in a size 5] and that she needs to be like her sister [she does drugs] and all that. I couldn't beleive her. And her cousin. Amanda. Died instantly in a car wreck. it was so tragic. she was scared to go anywhere for along time. it was bad. I'm so thankful that i have my mom and my family. Bill C. was dianosed with cancer wasn't doing well and i got to see him yesterday. I about cried. it was bad. He looked so thin. He didn't look like bill at all. His hands were purple and everything. it was sad. But it was good to see him. i enjoyed that. But it is real nice to be with mimi again. She means alot to me and i know if she is actually good or not and i can help her. This summer we are doing this thing were... idk how to explain it. but we are going to be hangin out alot. Well i guess i have wrote enough today. Comment this ok. JENI IM GUNNA CALL YOU!
Talk to yall soon. ily
Crystal Leigh!

I really need preyers for my friend!!!!

I need prayers for my dear friend kirstin kellogg. She just lost her dad [37] and she is 13. Her dad was actually buried on her birthday thanks to her grandparents. They really did do it on purpose. He died of overdose. It was very tragic. She is still mouring. Sometimes i hear her cry at night. It just breaks my heart. Sometime i think to my self why did God take her daddy from her. She didn't deserve it. How is she going to make it. But i know that she is relly stong and she con do it. So readers I want you to pray for her please. Thanks
love ya

Why did God choose me?

My mom is back in the hospital. I don't know if i can handle it anymore. I guess though in the end it will al be worth it. I need to look to God for my strength. I love my mom with all of my heart. And if anything happens to her, I don't know what i would do. I have to have her. She has already lost over 40 lbs. I'm so happy. I'm going to be by her side every step of the way. Even if I have to stand in the middle of the room and scream so she won't give up. I have to go cry. Bye

Hey Yall

My Birthday is tomorrow and I just can't wait. I will be four-teen. My birthday cake is going to be so pretty. I designed it. The main color is white then there will be a white border with squiggles [yellow, pink, baby blue, and purple]. Then Purple roses in each color. Then in the center it will say in baby blue "Happy Sweet 14". It so going to be so pretty. I have made decision. Tomorrow will be my day rain or not. The only bad thing is that I have to clean the house. I have became Mommy since my mommy had the Gastric Bypass (which went well). She already lost 5 pounds. Well Guys I have to go. But you know I love Ya.
This is Crystal Reporting her life
P.S. Please comment guys